[ It's easy to be strong, that's what she thinks. It's easy because she can feel it in her bones, the way that the whole world leant upon her, waiting for her to crack - but she never did. She was the last of the Ancients, the last person who could speak to the planet, the last person capable of seeking out the whispers and finding the truth, of praying for Holy and knowing that she could guide it. She was the last one, and it had left her isolated, had left her lonely, had left her desperate for something else to anchor her.
Everyone had wanted her for something, before.The Turks, ShinRa, Hojo - so many people wanted her for what she was rather than who she was. Zack and Cloud and the others... They just saw the flower girl who wanted to bring warmth and light to the sad, underdog slums.
She doesn't want to go back to being a thing.
Still, even now, all she can think about is the gentle guilt she feels; Cloud wanted to take her on a nice date and she's ruined it by getting sniffly on him. ]
Okay. [ Her voice is quiet and soft. ] I believe you.
[Well, he did bring it up. If it's anybody's fault that she's getting sniffly then it's his.
Cloud doesn't seem to mind anyway, stroking her hair until she seems like she's calmed down some more and only drawing back when she does first.] Aerith, I don't wanna alarm you, but we're gonna have to walk out of here hand-in-hand or people are gonna think we broke up. [Because your eyes and face is so red right now. Gonna help wipe her face with the hem of his shirt, here ya go honey]
[oh god, he's gonna die because of this] You're not wearing a ring now, though. [DOES HE HAVE THE BRAVERY TO MAKE A HALF-JOKE ABOUT MARRYING HER??? ...no] Maybe I should've taken notes from that play we did. What was the whole thing? 'True love conquers the evil curse' or something? I should've gone down on a knee and kissed your hand.
[ He's so cute. ] Maybe it was too big! Or too small. [ But she's laughing, grabbing at his hand and tugging him out gently. ] Well, you didn't actually propose so you don't need to get down, do you?
I guess not. [He'll take that out. HIS HEART IS TOO WEAK.] You wanted to go get some plant stuff, right? We've got a lot to get done, maybe we should head out.
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Everyone had wanted her for something, before.The Turks, ShinRa, Hojo - so many people wanted her for what she was rather than who she was. Zack and Cloud and the others... They just saw the flower girl who wanted to bring warmth and light to the sad, underdog slums.
She doesn't want to go back to being a thing.
Still, even now, all she can think about is the gentle guilt she feels; Cloud wanted to take her on a nice date and she's ruined it by getting sniffly on him. ]
Okay. [ Her voice is quiet and soft. ] I believe you.
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Cloud doesn't seem to mind anyway, stroking her hair until she seems like she's calmed down some more and only drawing back when she does first.] Aerith, I don't wanna alarm you, but we're gonna have to walk out of here hand-in-hand or people are gonna think we broke up. [Because your eyes and face is so red right now. Gonna help wipe her face with the hem of his shirt, here ya go honey]
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I'll hold it, don't worry. I'll even kiss you. [ Leaning back, she rubs at her eyes. ] Maybe people will think you proposed.
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The ride is slowing down though, so Cloud helps stow all their purchases which yes, he will be carrying for her, like a gentleman.]
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[ But she grins, leaning up to kiss him again, just because a barrier has been broken and she can do it now. ]
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